Hmm i started reading my blog again my olden day rants and the daily joys and pains i read sumhow remind me that no matter how old u get u dnt realli need to forget something.. one major thing i noticed that is i chose my screen welcome to be love me hate dnt fuck with me not for bravado or teenage machoism but as a msg that i seriously take.. in simpler terms i dnt really bother what ppl think of me or feel for me as long they dnt bother me..
I am counting down the days for my birthday and strangely with each coming day i feel less and less inclined to do so..its not everyday that u get to call it your birthday and celebrate but i am getting a bit peeved with people, i want to be truly blessed by ppl whu love me, if i end up with three or four good frens only there to wish i am more than glad... when the dust settles i knw whu wld still be holding my fort.. its interesting to see people with their fake love and concern..
I am getting more and more irritated with people i really bothered about, i mean i never envisioned them being my guardian of my secrets and my best mates but i never treated them like just ordinary acquiantances.. i see the actions and hear the comments and i truly wonder where i stand in their life... i am more than just a quiet person minding his own person, a good fren once said this of me i am most dangerous when i am quiet, i am either plotting or already contemplating two moves ahead... very true and in time to come its time to make these words action
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anyhoo on a lighter note my favourite time of the year is here and i am honestly surprised at the speed it has arrived i barely remembered ushering 2008 and now its coming to a close, a year filled with so much yet so little time seemed spent in it, my birthday adn xmas party is coming up and i am alraedy having a few ideas.. i just cant wait
This is the season to be jolly, laa laa laa laaa
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